So...

I don't think I'll be giving up the blog + youtube after all. You can't completely escape the asswipes in many aspects of life, so there's no point in quitting something I enjoy over trivial matters. All the kind comments and emails I've received are a major part of what made me change my mind...seriously, thank you all so very very much.

I do think I'm going to take a break just because I'm not very makeup enthused at the moment. I will be back though...these bored with makeup phases come and go.

Once again thanks so much for your comments and messages. It really means a lot, and it really is a big part of why I decided to continue with the blog and videos =).

Done With Blog/Youtube + Blush Swatch

I though I'd mention it so that anyone who reads my blog or watches my videos doesn't think I fell off the face of the earth.

I might put an end to my blogging/youtubing...not sure if it's for good or just for a while. There is only so much hate/bitch mail I can read before I start getting pissy, and it sort of kills the fun aspect of blogging and making videos. It's not like I actually believe the shit and look in the mirror thinking, "OMG, Asswipe88 said I look like a fake slutty bitch, it must be true!"...but it does get irritating and make what was a hobby a bit less enjoyable. I never thought I did anything that would actually provoke bitching and hatred.

One thing about this that amuses me is when someone insults me, then asks me to do something.

...something like this.

"Omg, I can't imagine what people think of you if you actually go out dressed in that...you look so cheap lolz. Could you do a tutorial inspired by Megan Fox?"

Uh, no dear I think I'll pass.

Really though, I didn't piss in anyone's Corn Flakes, so why the need to be an ass? Go take up knitting or something more productive than insulting some random stranger on the internet.

Anyways, I really appreciate all of you who have commented/followed/watched my videos. It's been nice talking to so many great people =). It doesn't seem very sincere since I can't convey any sort of feeling through text, but I really do mean it. Thank you all so much.

I meant to post this Hard Candy blush swatch in Living Doll for Rai a few days ago, and never got around to it but here it is.

On the left it's applied dry and on the right it's applied wet. I kinda packed it on so that it would be visible enough on camera.



I don't know if I'll delete my stuff yet...I might leave it around just in case(since I'm not 100 percent sure that I'm done for good). Again thanks so much to all of you who've read my blog or watched my videos. I really do appreciate it =).

Weekend Purchases

I went to the mall in search of sequined leggings...no luck =(. Instead I bought a couple sequined tops.
Top/dress from Forever21

Top from Charlotte Russe

Two other tops from Charlotte Russe

Blazer w/ satin collar from Forever21

Blazer w/ bow pockets from Forever21

Forever21 earrings

I bought a Hard Candy bronzer, a baked eyeshadow duo, Rimmel lipstick in Crush, and a couple Revlon Illuminance cream shadows to use as base.

I also bought a pair of booties from Forever21 that I forgot to photograph, but they're at 6:25 of this video I made today.

Lipstick or Gloss Recommendations?

I want a light pink lipstick with more of a peach undertone instead of a cool/purple-ish tone to it. The only peachy pink lipsticks I have are bright instead of light/subtle. Any brand will do :).

I had a request to do a Cheryl Cole inspired look...I wasn't familiar with her so I had to google pics. Damn, is her hair freakin big. I know nothing about her but her hair makes me love her :D.

Little Hottie in the Making

My sister was playing around with my clothes and bags like she always does...I had to take a couple photos.


I did a tutorial today. It's an easy look.

Halloween

I didn't get any good pictures because I forgot to put new batteries in my camera :(. Anyways, it was a halloween/my best friend's 23rd birthday party. I didn't get any good makeup pics, but it wasn't that great anyway since my brother is an asswipe and would not stop rushing me the entire time I tried to get ready.

By the end of the night my white costume was filthy. I spilled Jager mixed with fruit punch all over myself and fell in a giant muddy hole in the front yard. I wish I was able to take pics of my filthy self lol.

I'm always enthusiastic about the alcohol at the beginning of the night. At the end I get as far away from it as possible because I don't even want to smell it. Hey kind folks at Jagermeister, need a 22 yr. old filipina model? 5'8", size 3, what I lack in boobage and supersexiness I make up for in uh friendliness and love for Jager?


My brother was my best friend graduating high school. He originally had on a dress, but wanted to wear her graduation robe. He always has these odd haircuts...his hairline in front is shaved back a couple inches. He had a mullet early in the summer and he also had a circle shaved into his head before so it would look like he was going bald. He left early to hang out with his friends who are actually his age, so guess who was the lone jackass in costume? Oh well.






It didn't take long for the falsies I'm wearing on the bottom lashline to get ANNOYING.

Douche who didn't dress up with his girlfriend

Vampire

I did this requested vampire look today. The eyes would look so much better if I had some sort of color contacts :(...the dark makeup doesn't contrast with my eyes since they're so dark too. The blush/contour needs blended out a lot more, but I was afraid the video would go over the time limit so I slopped it on and didn't blend very much.





I used:
NYC Pressed Powder in Translucent
Ulta Flirty e/s as blush

Coastal Scents 88 palette-Dark red, dark purple, white
Mac Carbon e/s
L'oreal hip black liner and l'oreal telescopic liquid liner
Red Cherry lashes

NYC Mahogany l/s
Mac Squeeze It lipglass